Trying to be Patient!!!

Well today I am 38 weeks and 2 days and I am trying to be soo patient for the "big day"! Last night I thought maybe something might be starting, so I went to bed thinking that if it is the start of something I will be woken up eventually from more intense pain. WELL would it be the start of something.......NO! I know I am going to be meeting him soon and I just keep telling myself that to keep myself sane, but as some of you that have been in this exact situation its hard. There is a high possibility of being induced some time next week. But I dont want to set on that, just incase my docotor says no he is fine in there for another week. I highly doubt she would say that by the size they are thinking he is, but I dont want to get my hopes up and be even more disapointed. Another part of me wants it to start so bad because I want to go into labor naturally. Dont get me wrong, I wont be complaining if I had to be induced because if thats what we have to do then thats what we have to do. I have been cleaning the house and keeping up on laundry, and making sure the food is stocked up for atleast Eli in the house, just in case today could be "the day". Each day passes and nothing.

I am just getting really really anxious and I am praying that God lets this baby come out in the next few days!! I am basically writing this blog to vent a little. I know the day has got to come SOON, but I think thats what makes it that much harder because I know that and wonder if to day is the day. Hopefully not too much longer, as I keep telling myself EVERYDAY.....LOL. I have a doctors appt. Tuesday at 8:30 in the morning (if he hasnt come by then) and they are doing an ultrsound to see how big he is and I will find out that day if they are for sure going to induce me. So until Tuesday its a waiting game. So let the waiting begin!

                                      Seriously I dont think my belly can get much bigger....lol.
                                                                       37 weeks